What a great holiday.
We went to Pocatello, Wednesday night and traveled in the dark.
Thursday morning I helped get some traditional food items ready. I visited with Aunt Teri and caught up on the happenings of our lives.
I told her about some recent discoveries I had learned about the LDS faith through some friends that had left the church. She wasn't too happy about me knowing certain "sacred and secret" things.
While I have always preached that everyone has the right to pick their own religion I have an obsession with the crazy secrets of the LDS faith and how they were able to kipe so many traditions from the Masons. Such as hand symbols, handshakes, and masonic symbols.
Being the Christian that I am I believe that all Jesus wanted us to know was provided via the New Testament rather then LDS belief that the church had fallen away from Jesus's intent and therefore needed Brigham Young to provide the secret and sacred ordinances that somehow gives the christian a way to work their way into heaven.
Romans 3:23, "Since all have sinned and fall short of the glory of god: They are now justified by his grace as a gift, through the redemption that is Christ Jesus" Romans 2:27 " Then what becomes of boasting? it is excluded. By what law? By that of works? No, but by the law of faith".
Last time I checked Jesus didn't say it was vitally important for you to get sealed, know the handshake, were the sacred garments, and tithe your 10% to get through the 3 different levels of heaven. That was some crazy man-made entrapments to convince others they have to work for their salvation...... END RANT.
But on another note, after cooking and enjoying some religious conversations I joked with dad for a bit and then got to the Stalnaker's for Thanksgiving. It was Bobby's first time meeting Dad #2's family. It was enjoyable, I freaked out a little bit because my grandparents let my cousin bring his laptop to the dinner table which when I was a young girl if I tried to bring anything to the table I would have gotten my ass chewed. Weird how people breed and perpetuate bratty behavior in their children.
My cousin Matthew has a cabin in Drigs outside Targhee he has invited us to come down whenever we like to stay and go boarding. I think me and Bobby will try to go there in February because in March we are going to Denver ( to look at possible career opportunities....maybe).
After dinner, I went to see the dad, watched some more football (I think Bobby's cowboys lost), and then went to the Odyssey to see the other family. Ended up drinking and have an emotional night with Tiffany. It was good for both of us to clear our hearts about the events in our life that have really been effecting us. As a result, I slept most of my Friday away trying to get rid of my hangover.
Friday was fantastic though; after I kicked the hangover, Me and Bobby when to the Parade of Lights and played pool with the whole family. I was able to see my cousins new babies but due to Mom's conflict with my aunt and whatever they assumed was my bias I did not receive a warm salutation.
Honestly, family is family whatever sadness from years ago and opinions individuals have shouldn't influence people's abilities to show love. First it's family and second it's the holidays. Friday night I got to hang with my Poky Homies and it was so nice. I do so love my crew down there and seeing them once a year is sad. I really miss playing texas hold em. After watching some Poker we ended back up at the Odyssey and I ran into soooo many other friends. I really enjoy how I know 50% of the bar patrons well and we can pick up right were we left off. It's my very own Cheers where everyone knows my name. :)
Saturday we went home!!! We wanted to beat the rain and see some Boise hommies Saturday night. We went to 2 events, said hi to many friends, didn't hardly drink a drop (all drinked out by this point), and finished it up with homies, comedy tv, and sleeping in our bed.
I am backing up my PC right now with the intentions of wiping it out and re-installing the operating system....wish me luck.
love you guys.